first of all i dont normally talk about um thus stuff.. me and the gods i mean.. because in the past i had talked about break ups and stuff......
I want to share a story with you all.. A story of how Thoth came through and saved me.. saved me from an ex... to make my ex leave me alone for good..
i do apologize in advance for sharing some drama of my life in here.. but the connection it had with Thoth was so strong i had to share it in here.. im not really sure what drew me to share it with you all... but something just did
i will cut to the chase and leave out most of the details.. and here my story begins...
along time ago i had asked aloud is there any way to get rid of my ex from me for good.. and two days ago the answer had spoken.. sure it took a long time but i now see the story was not finished and now it is.. so Thoth had stepped in to help me..
my ex claimed to be Thoth... out of no where i had seen visions... i fell in love but alas this was just a fantasy.. my ex got so mad at me that i loved him to be something he was not and so out of sheer hatred he left me... he said plz lets be friends but we both knew it would not work out.. in my soul i knew the only way to rid of him was attack him.. by keep bringing up the past and cussing at him.. which led him to not like me a person and got rid of him
so i now know for sure i am always watched over by the Egyptian gods and goddesses
funny thing is.. whenever i meet a guy he usually claims to be a god lol... my ex did this three times.. once as Ptah, second was Amon, third was Thoth
when the ex said he was not Thoth.. a deep pain inside me happened... something was ripped from my soul.. i fell to the ground clutching myself.. in feudal position crying.. then i lay on the ground.. and said am i dying... i saw someone standing beside me but i could not make out who... then later my senses came back to me... and i now know what i had for the ex is now dead... no not a punishment from Thoth like i had thought because i was loving him thinking he was my ex
i thank the gods for this ... if it were not for them... well i would still be fighting with my ex who attached
himself to me.. he never loved me and was the type to say i think i am always right even though i do not.. and he was the person to never see he was wrong.. he said most of the time i deserved to be in pain and other times he just did it for fun
i got through heart break after heart break.. and if i did not pray to any of the gods.... i would had killed myself.... because i could not take this pain anymore... this is why i thank them all for being there for me when i needed them the most <3
in all my life i had never had to pray to the gods to get help so the ex would leave me alone...
i thank you Thoth so much <3
this story happened in 2012 and just now ended
i mean we blocked, i rejected.. nothing worked.. only thing that did work was come up with a fantasy to get him mad at me... because he hates women lying to him to get into him the wrong way.. so alas he now left me from hatred
blessed thee Thoth <3 as he came to me and a dream shown me the ex was Thoth.. i had no idea this would lead to making up this fantasy to rid of the ex.. as i had forgotten my silent wish.. as it was long ago..
lets just say my ex was a manipulative person, did not see he is wrong or even care.. the person to say i think i am always right even though i never think that... i am so glad to be rid of him and i can not thank the gods enough for their help in my crisis <3
because of my ex.. my BF shown he was the type of person to care for me and now we love each other... so if it wernt for my ex who knows lol
a nightmare is now over and a happy ending <3 even though my heart chakra still hurts... it takes time to heal from a wound of a person leaving my aura...
I have strong connection to Thoth, Sekhmet, and Ptah
but Set has also helped me too.. i now must work on my connection to him too <3
so if any of you wish to share your stories and experiences of what you encountered with the pantheon with me, plz add me or drop me an message <3 who knows maybe we can be good friends